Loveless Kitten

March Gloom

2009-03-06T01:24:22Z

I know the expression is June Gloom but... I can't help but feel it now. Even with the event that the Host club put on and everyone I've met here.

I'd... like to go home. I miss Soubi and Seimei, Natsuo, and I worry about mother.

I've been here for a year and a few months now. Still.

~~I know... death is not the answer to escape... but... but I don't want to be here anymore.~~

I better get everything ready for White Day...

Valentine's Party

2009-02-16T19:03:08Z

There's going to be a Valentine's party that the host club is running ~~I hope nothing bad happens this time~~.

Sakua-chan, Yuuko-sama you should both come, the theme is a night in Paris!

Grateful to See This

2008-12-22T07:32:43Z

((ooc: Sooo while the log itself is not done we all know Ritsuka was saved and eventually returned to perfect health. He is now slightly calm enough to talk to everyone else again. PS Ritsuka turned 13 today))

I didn't think I would see today after all that has happened. If I were superstitious I would be surprised why what happened didn't happen today rather than when it did. But I suppose... I suppose you can't get more superstitious than Halloween.

I turn 13 today. I've been here for nearly an entire year and that alone scares me. Mother has been without me for an entire year, and I broke my promise. ~~Perhaps than, what the doctor did to me is my punishment, is my penance for abandoning my mother and breaking my promise~~

Seimei is gone, Soubi is gone, Yuiko, Natsuo are gone, and Kio-san was killed. This year nearly falls to a close and yet here I am still this Ritsuka, still this... it scares me.

I place no blame on anyone except myself and while I remember very little after being taken out of that place I do remember who was there and to you I am more grateful than I can express, than I know how too. I do not know the right words to tell you the amount of gratitude and the warmth I feel for what you did for me when in essence, I could have been allowed to die since this world's law dictates I would just return again.

I'm grateful to see this day, and while the new year that nears ever closer on the horizon does not tell us what the future holds ~~or some of us anyways~~ I think I am ready... as ready as I can be.

I am scared.

Halloween Party

2008-10-31T06:11:04Z

The Halloween Party, I hope I do alright, this will be my first time actually hosting.

Ne Yuuko-mama, are you coming to the ball? You'd look so elegant in one of your kimonos. Sakura-chan you should come too ^^ I bet you'd look adorable.

I don't have an actual costume, I think people will just assume I'm already wearing one.... *sigh*

This is going to be fun! I'm just happy I'm not going to have to scare anyone.

Hum drum glasses hunt

2008-10-07T07:40:32Z

I think the house has gone and hidden my glasses, I can't find them anywhere. *sigh* Saaaaa, it doesn't surprise me okaa-sama would have a house that caters to desires yet likes to play hide-and seek with your stuff ~~or maybe Mokona is playing with them?~~....

Hmm.... heeere glasses glasses... I wanna find them soon, I just got this new book! It deals with abnormal psychology plus it touches on paranormal psychology!

I miss going to school.... I liked learning new things. Although, the house has been kind enough to keep providing more bookshelves after I visit the bookstore so much now (I can't say I mind not having to pay for everything).

Mew Halloween is coming soon! I want to find a good costume! ~~And please host club... don't say that I should be a cat for Halloween T.T~~

Although... I wonder if Halloween is even celebrated... I kinda hope it is.

OH! I get to start photographing an Autumn series now! Ne Kio-san, Kyouya-sama, do you want to see the summer and spring series?

xlovelessxkitty @ 2008-09-18T09:37:00

2008-09-18T16:50:11Z

I found the spider's body. His legs were all curled up and I feel kinda bad now for having killed him.

That aside, Kio-san can I come and sleep over sometime?

Waah Spider!

2008-08-24T09:13:22Z

I killed a spider but I don't know if I did for sure and now it's in the bed T.T there's a pissed off spider in my bed but I can't find it now! Now I feel like I'm being crawled all over by bugs and I have a pissed of spider seeking revenge now!

I'm going to have problems sleeping T.T and it wasn't a daddy-long legs or anything like that this thing was big and brown! What if it crawls into my ear at night?

Now it's hard to sleep.

Well, at least Sakura-chan is back to normal.

Back in my Natural Body

2008-08-09T04:56:00Z

I'M NO LONGER A KITTEN! I HAVE FINGERS AGAIN! AND-AND I CAN TAAALLLK LIKE A NORMAL HUMAN!

Nyo, I wonder who else has been turn back into their normal bodies? Hopefully Sakura-chan has been turned back as well.

I'm afraid to eat food now though T.T and I don't want to check with Yuuko-sama for what's safe and what isn't every time, it would be bothersome to her.

~~Maybe I should stave off food for a bit... well, I don't want too but I really don't want something like that to happen again.~~

Yuuko-sama said it was the cupcake, which would explain why she and Mokona didn't eat the ones I got them.

~~I hope the old Ritsuka wasn't affected by this cat transformation~~

Heeelp T.T

2008-07-28T02:17:56Z

I can't get out of the room, I'm too small and I have no thumbs.

Help.

[Voice Post activated]

MEW MEW MEW MEW MEW!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-07-25T19:14:23Z

ubidsjkfujnjndk................jfdn

...

i'm using a pencil to click the keyboard...

this..... this is really really really scary.

what's happened to me

i woke up this morning and i fell out of bed i'm an actual cat now. i can't talk though

yuuko-sama please please help the house is so strange in this form

Just a normal day

2008-07-24T22:11:57Z

Today was a nice day, woke up and realized that we needed more supplies. I don't think Yuuko-sama was awake when I was, but maybe?

When I went to the grocery store today they had these really bright cupcakes they were passing out ~~I still can't believe everything is free here~~.

I had a purple one and I brought some home for Yuuko-sama and Mokona. I think she might like the red one >^^<

Ah! Maybe I should have gotten some for the club? Mnn, I dunno... I guess I should have asked Kyouya-sama or Tamaki-san....

Settled in and Hoping to Help

2008-06-23T07:19:30Z

((ooc: Very sorry about the drought in posting, but I'm back and looking to role-play with the new arrivals))

I've finally settled down and I don't feel like a guest in Yuuko-sama's home anymore. She's very kind to me, and Mokona makes everyday so interesting!

~~And for the most part, i have gotten over my depression with Yuuko-sama's help, she has been more than kind to me.~~

New Home

2008-03-03T19:06:29Z

I'm living with Yuuko-sama and Mokona now!

She's very nice and interesting ^^ I really hope I can help her in running the tavern.

And the party is going to be so fun! ♥

Soubi please meet with me, I don't want to lose you

I'm going to move my stuff in this weekend... I wonder if they'll find someone to take up the apartment? It was rather nice, three bedroom, two bath, BIIIG kitchen.

In any case, packing shouldn't be too hard I think. Just moving everything over there.... *sigh*

Everyone Guess What!

2008-02-27T05:50:37Z

Yuuko-sama is having a party and you should all go!

~~Soubi will you come with me to the party?~~

The apartment is so silent T.T and it's so scary at night because I hear things at night yet... I know it's just my imagination but... I think I might put a fourth lock on the door.

Scared

2008-02-21T00:23:43Z

So... So many have left. Akito-kun is gone now too and I'm alone in the apartment again. Seimei.... Seimei may have gone home and... and Soubi... Soubi probably doesn't even want to talk to me.

~~I'm scared, I don't know what's going on or where anyone is.~~

I think.... I think something is wrong but... but I don't know what.

And a part of me wonders... if the Vortexx sent so many people back, or whatever it is is causing the disappearances, if it couldn't take me too, or make the old Ritsuka come back.

Asaaa..... -.-;

2008-01-10T20:31:15Z

I didn't do anything for the holidays except read and found out I'm on the nice list, which is nice. I've been living with Akito-kun/Agito-san now, and after a bit of effort the apartment is nice and clean now as well as decorated. Akito-kun is really sweet and kind of reminds me of Yuiko, who is here now too, I wonder if Kio will be brought here, or sensei.

I met Natsuo, Yuiko, and Soubi at the park, Soubi's wond was bleeding and Natsuo and I went back to the apartment with him so I could clean it and put new bandages on it.

I'm worried, mother is back at home and all alone, she has no one taking care of her now... And... and even though I didn't come willingly I broke my promise that I wouldn't leave her alone.

I also... have a very serious matter concerning my brother. I know you're here, and before you go blaming Soubi, Seimei, I want you to know I figured it out myself. Please contact me Seimei... please... I want to talk to you and... and the thought of being away from you is making me so sad.

Oh! I also met this very nice woman Mrs. Lovett-san! She's from London!

Where am I?

2007-12-04T00:45:29Z

I went to bed last night after treating my wounds a-and now I'm in this place! I... after... after Soubi left and... I... don't know where I am... I... this world isn't my own and I don't know if anyone I know is here...